Casually Not Okay, 2020
Casually Not Okay is a continuation of my process to reclaim time spent in self-doubt. (See blog post below for exhibition: Flow). Here, the red line remained a signifier for every hour, but I had begun incorporating more materials, textures, colors to reflect the change in my practice and in my life as time went on. A process that started very tranquil became more messy, more fun, and a celebration of becoming something new. The red line became harder and harder to point out, blending into the rest.
I got into distance running, almost as an extension of my artistic practice. My life was my art. I was weaving, running, and my thoughts began to change. Both my art and running practices became a discipline. It was fun, rewarding, required endurance and perseverance, was painful at times, but it all flowed together. Running and participating in races solidified the reality that yes, it is an individual effort, but there is a community alongside you. You are not alone. Running and weaving together made me see that little moments lead to where you are at now, and the potential to reach a new destination or mindset does not end if you just keep going.
This installation celebrates not only the journey to letting go of crippling perfectionism, but also creates a space that lends itself to playfulness, movement, and exploration.